so maybe i have alot of things to hide.
so?
maybe i'm jsut scared and i'm running away.
as usual.

yes.
there is a need for me to be alone now.
cause there is just too many things going on that i need to clear out.
the last thing i need is someone to constantly ask me to share when i'm not comfortable with it.
it makes me feel weak and forced.
and thats the one thing i really don't like.

and i need a diary.
a planner.
so that i can be organised.
its a better choice.

maybe what claire said was right.
i'm becoming more and more like you.
but hey.
i can handle it.

i think i'm going to slap nessa like now.
she's already exactly like him!
i can handle it.
my bloody balls.
urgh!
i don't know why i still bother with you.
both of you.
you get on each other's nerves.
you get on my bloody nerves.
both of you.
i think i should stop before i get high blood pressure.
but then.
yeah.
i'll be here if both of you need me la.
yeah.